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Anyway, I would wanna address something I’ve been hearing a lot lately. When I say a lot, I really mean quite a few….. People wanting to commit suicide. Have you got that feeling before? You would’ve huh? I mean look at the stressful context of this world, but since you’re reading this, you probably didn’t in the end, but why? You finally realized you were way stronger than that yeah? Yeah, you’re darn right, you’re way, way, way stronger than that.
So recently in the US, a girl named Amanda Todd committed suicide due to the fact that she was being bullied incessantly. Why? She met this douchebag who talked her into sending him her nude photos and then he proceeded to spread it all over her town. Her ‘friends’ then went against her and called her a whore bitch (yeah, you get my point.) She had nobody to talk to, nobody to confide in, she kept it all to herself. She had to face all the adverse criticism people were saying, all by herself. She made a video and put it up on YouTube telling people her problems, but obviously, she still felt terribly shaken by everything, a month later, she decided to end all her misery…
After her death, people made many fan pages like ‘RIP Amanda Todd we love you’ and all of that sort, but isn’t this a little too late? I don’t think there’s wifi there in heaven so I don’t think she could’ve seen that, but my point is, people are only going to deeply cherish you when you’re gone. sad but true. There are just a handful of people who are gon be there for you, so, if you have a ‘billion and one’ “friends” then I think you gotta find the ‘handful’ of them.
Definitely, life has it’s ups and downs, you can either sit on it and scream, enjoy it or you can choose to get down from the roller coaster, when you’re not at the end, and what does that mean? You chose to end your ride, without realizing the positive things about being on a roller coaster! Think about the strong breeze you get when you’re at the highest point, the anxious yet exciting moment of every loop on the roller coaster. Did those not occur to you? Similarly, in life, people choose to look at every unfavorable event, failing to realize that there’s so much more to life than that. Sure I’m not some life guru, and yeah I’m not the best role model you can have, but if you know me, I have lots of problems in my life, not just any kind of problems, they’re pretty huge ones, but I look happy don’t I? I don’t broadcast my unhappiness around. I can honestly say the problems I’ve faced has made me a stronger person, much stronger than a lot of other teenagers, of course I break down, of course I feel hopeless at times, but the truth is, I am a strong person! I’ve been called a bitch and all that but because I’m strong, I didn’t KILL MYSELF, BUT think about this, what if you called someone else a bitch and that person was coincidentally having a rough period in their life? What if because of what you’ve said, she harmed herself or even worse, she killed herself? I don’t think you’ll live your life the same again, the regrets you’ll face, and trust me, there will be no room for regrets, because she died, she’s gone, now the joke’s on you, cuz you’ve attained yourself some new titles, you’ve become a bully and a indirect murderer.
So, think about it before calling someone a bitch or anything like that. Sure, we all gossip, but I don’t think there’s a need to say it to her face. I think you know best, I wouldn’t want to suffer all my life because of 1 mistake I made. How about you?
lift your head up high gorgeous, they’d kill to see you fall
Peace
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